January 2011
i want a normal boyfriend that i can turn weird,...
I am a male. I am a girl. I am shorter than 5’4. I think I’m ugly sometimes I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I’ve had braces. I wear glasses( only for certain things) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and...
FEW, it was anon. hehehehe.
jeez why am i overreacting, it’s like a casual question anyway. hahahahaha god i worry too much, hahahaha. still shitting myself.
FUCK I THINK I JUST ASKED SOMEONE A QUESTION...
compulsive liar.
lies i’ve told over this past week: - mr.hawkridge has fallen off a roof - i didn’t call you, my phone has no connection because of the o2 thing. - i’m 20 - i’m a boy - i’m good thanks you - i don’t know why the table is wet (whilst watching dear john, john recieves a letter. “john i don’t know how to put this but.. and then it fades out so you...
shit, i clicked 'install theme' instead of...
it fucks me off when other people say ben is gay.
I LOVE MY GRANDMA.
need the toilet so bad, but don't want to go and...
it annoys me so much when people ask me questions...
i want tiny detailed tatoos, like mini robots and...
i like it when people say i’m ‘weird’ or ‘kooky.’ it’s better than being a robot.
anne hathaway makes me smile
i hate when my stomach pulses against the floor, it feels like i’ve just swallowed a frog and it’s walking around inside me.
i look better in profile pictures than i do in...
what's your biggest regret?
i have small things like kissing or “doing things” with people who i used to get pleasure from, or stealing things. i have medium things like saying “i hate you” to my parents, but then there’s big things, like things that i was too scared to say no to. things that would make people laugh at me for, like humiliating me for their own pleasure. things that i wish i...
I turn red at the slightest things including brief conversations with people. It’s horrible because I can feel myself turning red and then people point it out which makes it worse. It’s so bad that I will avoid talking to people and/or try to keep the conversation as short as possible. I don’t think people understand how humiliating excessive blushing is.
my science lesson has put me in a weird mood, not...
i'm feeling pretty damn hard done by, i spent ages...
feel like i'm going to throw up everywhere,...
summer
baggy shorts, baggy tops, long necklaces, big bags, small shoes, big sunglasses, plaited hair.
listening to this in rs makes me happy. →
"plz dnt gimme abuse on formspring, thanx xoxoxo"
shut the fuck up, everyone gets abuse on formspring.
in pictures of boys drinking, their drinking out...
pointless i know.
i thought i actually looked quite nice today :)
my mum’s been texting someone and taking her phone everywhere with her, and then when i ask who she’s texting she says “it’s none of your buisness” whereas usually she tells me. and earlier she was in a hoodie and jeans and now she’s put on a top, a necklace and loads of perfume and is going out to have a drink with her “friend” i have a feeling...
read lou's post (what's new?) so will copy her and...
- how i ask people to ask me questions on formspring, but then if i get a ‘mean’ one from an anon then i get annoyed and talk about it all the time. - how i don’t know whether to write ‘lous’ or ‘lou’s’ - how i talk to alot of people on here and text but hardly in person - how i naturally have a muffin top - how i’ve just realized that these...
today was a shit and still is a shit day, and this...
my parents haven’t been talking properly for a month and if they do talk they only argue. yesterday we were watching come fly with me, obviously i was in the middle. and then we were laughing and then it said “yes, we’ve separated” and it was akward silence which made me want to die. and then today i’ve just stayed upstairs ‘watching tv’ which basically...
Ask.
I’ve never really got any questions, probably because most of the people on here are my friends and know pretty much everything about me they need to. yes, i did relog this from tetrislover.
so someone emailed me their number, i text it and...
i want a boyish figure (yes this is a figure) i'm...
my mum wanted me to try on this topshop playsuit, so i did. i had a muffin top in it and my thighs were bulging. i’ve definately gained weight. i weighed myself, yay gained loads of weight (a stone) and then felt like jumping out of the window, but my thighs would rub together and i’d fall over and my huge stomach and cry forever. but anyway, then i threw fat clothes on (i.e; my size.)...
mum: “tidy your room whilst we’re dropping your sister off” me: “okay” they are back and i’ve not done it. shit.
you make me spin, yes you make me twirl, like a...
HATE WOMANBEATERS.
want to be in a musical just so i can sing and do...
when i imagine me in summer, i always imagine myself walking round barton in the sun being happy with friends and wearing high waisted shorts and a thin baggy top, sneakers, sunglasses and a bag, smiling. but then i realize that i’m always having to pull my shorts down because i have fat thighs and that my legs rub together and that my stomach will be hanging out and that i won’t be...
love two door cinema club, remembered that i'd had...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sz3AL5w1Rfs&feature=...
<3
some of my friends are so happy and smiley and...
well, i don’t do or go anywhere with anyone after school. i walk home, eat loads, watch tv, eat dinner, go on laptop, watch tv, go for a shower and then go bed. seriously? that’s so boring and uneventful. i’m going to be lazier when i’m older and just fat and boring. my friends have bestfriends and they just go town after school and buy nice things and laugh and be happy...
sitting here with smudged makeup, a turbie towel on, pyjamas, pins and needles, goosebumps and loads more posts to write.
just read lou's post about taking mintrels to...
urgh wish i had friends like this.
3 flaws and 3 likes about my body / face.
lets start with the flaws because this is easy: 1. my legs. i hate my thighs and calves so much they are so fat it makes me feel sick. in p.e i stand there trying to pull my shorts down 24/7. in summer my legs rub togther and give me a rash. i have stretch marks all over them and they are so bulky. when i walk it sounds like an elephant walking. they wobble 24/7 (hense the status about my legs...
tasha told me i'll have an eating disorder when...
or something along those lines. i really doubt this seeing as the only eating disorder i’ll have is obeseity. i asked why and she said it’s because i always think i’m fat and post pictures of ridiculously sized women saying i want their figure. i doubt i’ll ever be stick thin, even though i want to be. i doubt this because i love food too much and always crave it, i...